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Activity


  • Listening to: Everybody's Fool - Evanescence.
  • Reading: Old sms.
  • Watching: Old photos.
  • Eating: Cheese :D
  • Drinking: Blood
Era una giornata di pioggia, sembrava inverno, sebbene mancassero ancora due mesi. Lei era li', appoggiata alla finestra, che guardava fuori dal vetro appannato. Era al caldo, dentro casa, con il calorifero acceso, ma si sentiva fredda come quelle goccioline d'acqua che non si stancavano di lanciarsi giu' dal cielo. Fredda e vuota, si sentiva sola in quel momento. Nonostante gli amici che vedeva ogni giorno, nonostante le cose belle che la aspettavano e quei ricordi fantastici, il suo presente le faceva solo schifo. Si sentiva persa, tradita, e aveva perso ogni speranza. C'era chi le diceva di continuare a sperare, lui stesso glielo ripeteva, anche se poi non le faceva capire che doveva veramente crederci. Lui non l'amava piu', ma forse non riusciva ancora a dirglielo.
Lei era confusa, non sapeva come comportarsi, come reagire.
Rideva e faceva battute in compagnia, ma appena restava sola, ecco che tornava lentamente a morire, esattamente da dove si era fermata quella mattina alle sette, salendo sul pullman e vedendo qualcun'altro.
Lui le aveva detto che nulla e' per sempre, e questo lei lo sapeva bene, ma come poteva vivere di attimi? Si sentiva una nullita', un errore, uno sbaglio assoluto. Pensava che la felicita' non facesse per lei, che ogni bel momento della sua vita fosse stato e sarebbe sempre stato una presa in giro. Non riusciva a togliersi questi pensieri, a mandare tutto affanculo, no, non riusciva piu' a fare niente.
Apri' la finestra, lascio' che le sue fragili lacrime si mescolassero con la pioggia mentre le lavavano via il trucco nero, gia' sbavato di suo. Si sporse sul davanzale, in avanti, con la testa bagnata. Chiuse gli occhi e si addormento', fra le sue lacrime e il sangue.


Non voglio dire troppo di quello che mi succede (poi tanto non legge nessuno). Ma questo era un modo piu' "poetico?" non lo so.. per parlare di questo periodo.

Hugs. ♥

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Wanda
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Italy
*** IN MY PHOTOS, I FREQUENTLY USE THE KEYWORD "EMO GIRL" BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M EMO! ***

If only sorrow could build a staircase,
Or tears could show the way,
I would climb my way to heaven
And bring him back home again.

This is Suicide Season.

:bulletblack: ABOUT ME :B
Hello everybody (: my name is Wanda, but call me Pandi. I'm 18 and I live in a small village near Brescia, in Italy. I love and hate this place. My life is a continuous change, I still can't understand who's my friend and who's not. Most of my friends live in other cities, so I travel a lot by train, and I love it. I luv my bestfriends. Anyway, every occasion is good for taking photos and every dream is an inspiration for a new drawing. I love to take photos with friends, at concerts, and I love photographing landscapes outside the train windows. Lately I draw especially my fears, but also my hopes. My life gives me ideas. I love art since I was 5, especially photography and drawing or painting. I dream to become a photographer within alternative bands and at their concerts.
That's all folks ;D sorry for my bad english!

:bulletgreen: I LISTEN TO :music:
Emo, Emocore, Punk, Rock, Pop-punk, Metal, Trance Metal, Epic Metal, Deathcore, Screamo, Electronic, Alternative, Indie alternative, Happy Hardcore, Goa, Hardcore, Rap, HipHop and Dance music.

:bulletpink: I LOVE :heart:
My friends, my granny, drawing and writing, listening to music, alcohol, smoke, traveling by train, watching anime, my summertimes at the seaside.

:bulletyellow: I HATE :X
Lies, bitches, fake friends, furs, being sad.
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:iconmrs-arty-farty:
Mrs-Arty-Farty Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the watch ^o^
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Mrs-Arty-Farty Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
your so good at art!!! I love your style <3 ^_^
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SpastikPandina Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much! :heart:
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Nobatz Featured By Owner May 3, 2011
:wave: Thank you for the :+fav: on [link] .. :thanks:
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SpastikPandina Featured By Owner May 3, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey np! :meow:
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SoulofNovember Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fave! :hug:
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stratopharius Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2011  Student Photographer
Thank you kindly for the favorite~ :rose:
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SpastikPandina Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Np :3
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pro-non Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the watch, lots of new stuff on it's way.

:heart:
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BlackVan Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2011
Thanks for the faves! =]
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